“What happened to then?
We passed then.
When?
Just now. We’re at now now.
Go back to then.
  When?
Now.
Now?
  Now.
I can’t.
Why?
We missed it.
  When?
Just now.
When will then be now…?
Soon.”
 – Spaceballs
it went too fast. 
one minute i was listening to her tell me she is thinking she might go, 
and the next thing i know, we are blubbering and goodbye-ing.
it just went too fast. 
one minute we’re wearing matching skirts and holding hands at the bus stop
and i was her protector from evil little people… 
now i need her to help me pick out clothes and 
i’m breaking my neck to see her face… all the way up there…
 i don’t know what it’s like to have an older sister…. 
i just know that i look up to this girl, often envy her, wish i were more like her, 
and love her dearly.
happy 21st birthday today
see you in 18 months sista-friend.
i will start planning my chicago trip now….
{ps. sorry i wasn’t there in az yesterday to hear you drip brillance.
as i know it was.}