on saturday i told cc that B and I were going for a drive….
we didn’t really have a reason, and there wasn’t really a time limit.
mostly it was cause i had friends to visit, 
and B needed to see his girlfriend turning 2…
and g-pa really needed to take B to get toys,
and g-ma clifford needed kisses,
and boss needed to play with her ipad,
and eat ice cream,
and run through the halls with grammie,
but really it was about this.
i needed my girlfriends and some girl time.
this girlfriend has been such since birth,
and at one point in time, when i was busy and working and wishing i wasn’t, 
i spent time with this girl and her sister who had just birthed a child,
i realized life as a mom would be great,
so i became one.
so forgive me if i got emotional just now as i thought about all my girlfriends in az,
finally home with babies, and i’m not there to play with them…
at least we are only 5 hours from girlfriends and g-parents and cousins and texas roadhouse.
we’ll be back.
but i guess there is a cute guy at home eating burritos and ramen until i get there….
so i guess, we’ll come home…
i guess….