i decided that having a baby is one of those out-of-body experiences. 
and not cause the baby comes… out of your body…
i came across this picture that cc took of me when we went to the driving range
{the weekend before B came}
first of all…. really… that IS big… 
but
really? 
that little human was once inside me?!  
that is such a foreign concept to me…
maybe it’s because i didn’t feel big enough to have a little person inside me,
or maybe it is because i didn’t have the experience of real birth
so i never could make the connection. 
either way, it is easy to forget that i felt like this for 9-ish months 
and couldn’t wait to get to this phase.
goodbye nasty prego months of back pain and stress and emotional havoc… 
i don’t miss you…
{though i know i will see you again…}
fotos courtesy of cc and his iphone.